We are actively telling pretty much everyone that we are planning on adopting. The more people know we would like to adopt the more possibilities of someone hearing and passing it on to the right ones.
I feel like it is going to happen and feel so much happiness. Then comes the worry what if I am setting myself up for a huge hurt if it doesn’t happen. I always come back to trusting God. I believe the feelings and yearnings I have had are from Him. I believe He is guiding us down this road. I trust the results or experience will be according to His plan and He will help me accept what happens along the way. I just get to do my best being prepared and ready.
Each child is a gift. And I get to work on being a better mom for the children i do have as I prepare for our family to grow.